I’m kind of annoyed with myself that I spend so much time thinking about the opposite sex. If I was a man, though, it would be normal. But somehow, for a woman, it makes her seem desperate, insecure or slutty.
I’ve been trying to make up for my preoccupation by spending more time on my hobbies, study and socialising. But it’s not really cutting it. I’d really like to be with someone. But I’m terrified of developing feelings for someone at this stage, and neglecting my recovery.
Is there any sure fire way to separate emotions from the physical?
Or are the emotions just something I have to deal with as they arise?
Sometimes I wish I were a man.