I’m reaching out to anybody, but nobody hears/cares/is able to help. I’m at a loss. It’s been building steadily the past couple of weeks and I’m reaching the end. I don’t know what to do or where to turn. I don’t want to be alone any more.
The day I wrote about feeling like a leper, I ended up meeting with The Enigma. I went to get a coffee at the cafe he works at, and asked him about the other night; the night that he came home with me but left as it didn’t “feel right”. He said his ex girlfriend […]
I feel like I’ve contracted leprosy. Dipping back into black and white thinking, and I know I need to challenge it. It seems like I can’t get anyone to spend time with me to save my life. The people I thought I was becoming friends with, unfortunately predominantly male, all seem to withdraw their friendship […]
Waking up this morning lonely and hungover it hit me that I’ve been lying to myself about not wanting a boyfriend. Turns out I do. Last night I went to see the band of one of the three men that I am interested in, that I wrote about in my last post. The Enigma’s band. […]
Another huge gap between posts! But I’m all moved into my new place now, and have the Internet on, so I really should get back into it. I would have to say life is pretty good lately, and I think it is all down to the hard work I have put into getting better, socialising, […]