Day Who the Fuck Knows? – I’ve Fallen and I Can’t Get Up

I’m reaching out to anybody, but nobody hears/cares/is able to help.

I’m at a loss. It’s been building steadily the past couple of weeks and I’m reaching the end. I don’t know what to do or where to turn.

I don’t want to be alone any more.

9 thoughts on “Day Who the Fuck Knows? – I’ve Fallen and I Can’t Get Up

  1. You are not alone my dear. Stay strong, in life its never the end, the journey would always continue, and help would always be there =)

  2. I’m sorry you are feeling alone, it must be terrible but you won’t feel this bad forever, this feeling will end, you won’t be always alone, don’t lose hope.

  3. Hang out with some friends, read some good books, and go traveling. Every time I get in the same position as you, I realize a few weeks later how silly it was. I do all that stuff and try to enjoy it without worrying about anything else. Without thinking of how alone I feel, or how many problems I have. And I lay on my acupuncture mat and listen to classical music. My positivity, to some extent, returns, and I have hope for the future. Don’t let anything in the present bog you down. Just focus on making progress. Being sad / upset / mad is not moving forward. I wish you the best. Please get help if you have to.

  4. You’ve already come so far – imagine how much worse this feeling would have been before all this progress? You’ll get out of it again, but it’s so heartbreaking, overwhelming and exhausting when you’re in the middle of it. Try to breathe, get some sleep and focus on things where you don’t really have to think. You’ll get through it this time, too. Just like you have so many times before.

  5. Sparrow, it’s Maxi. My blog has changed now, (sorry I stole your design, forgive me). I’m sorry I wasn’t here for you when you were reaching out, but I’m here now. I’m having a fresh start, come and join me. x x

  6. i have been there. i also have BPD. give yourself a hug, and others will follow. in the meantime, be your own best friend, and remember the beauty of nature. it’s just outside the window.

      • patience: becoming your own friend can take months or years. it’s just like becoming friends with another person. hey, i’m still getting to know myself. and you are too!

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