I don’t know why but I’m pretty sure I’m cursed. I’m so lonely. Why do other people get to meet people and fall in love? Why can’t that happen for me? I’m not hideous. I’m not cruel. Why do people not seem to think twice about hurting me? I can’t act normally anymore, I can’t be myself with anyone. Myself just seems to beg people to walk all over me.
What do I do? Do I just give up on ever falling in love? Do I shut myself off from feeling anything? Do I start walking over other people too? I don’t want to be that person. But I can’t take being hurt anymore.