Day 507- “I Don’t Exist When I’m Alone”

This is what I said to a friend today. He said “I’m a different person when I’m alone.” I replied, “I don’t exist when I’m alone.” I don’t really know why I said this. And as soon as it was out of my mouth I felt sad, and unsure as to whether it was even […]

Days 89-90 – Not the End

Soooo, it’s been 90 days since starting this blog. Am I cured? No, not quite. Am I better? Quite a bit. Do I still have down days and hiccups? Yes. Am I disappointed? Not at all. I think I’m much closer to the realm of what are acceptable/average emotional ups and downs. Will I keep […]

Days 58-60 – Two Thirds Through

Today is the first of October; 60 days into my 90 day challenge and the end of my self-imposed period of being single. There have still been a lot of ups and downs, but I’ve learnt so much. Now is the time to really focus on putting it all into practice. These are the things […]

Day 25 – An Obstacle

Today was spent thinking about the musician…and stopping myself from thinking about him. The plan was to go to class, concentrate on my work, and NOT to contact him. At least I didn’t contact him first. He sent me a text, an image actually, of a sign he saw. It said: “Believe in yourself, and […]